I have a mental illness...

If only you half baked American! You don’t have any form of mental illness, but simply a case of mental ignorance & complete lack of self-respect leading to you overwhelming level of pathetic apathy! Good morning America! I’ve had my coffee & I believe it’s about time for a new topic of discussion. I am aware of how long it has taken me to finally write a new blog, but life had a bit of a vice grip on me for some time. I really wanted to touch on some topics that have bothered me for a while now, in part having to do with the widespread rise in prices of goods ranging from apples & avocados, to gas & health care.

Whether realized or not by the mass populous we have a serious issue at hand. Despite what may be believed about exactly what controls our social existence & makes the world go round, we have a very alarming level of control in place around our daily lives. A multitude of fabricated lies telling us what is important. Terrorism & homeland security, savings & IRA’s, immigration & white power. All too often the term the white sheet covering your eyes is taken too lightly. Ask yourself, what truly do you know about these topics? What do you really believe the president does? Have you ever asked yourself why money seems to hold such importance? It is just paper, or more interestingly, a mix of paper & guess what... Hemp! What about terrorism & the war? Do you actually know what’s happening in the middle east? Or only what your told? There’s two sides to every subject, is that not fact?

In short, we truly only know that indeed somewhere, something is happening, with or without our existence &/or presence. I do believe that it is much too taxing on the average mind to have to embrace or contemplate the shear size & existence of the entire world. Yet looking into the average life of an individual, how large is their world? The average American drives less than 40 miles a day, often to work & home. Sometimes that distance includes going to the store too. If you looked deep enough into your life, how large is your world? When I speak of apathy, I speak of much more than just a feeling of helplessness & fear of life. The truth & better put, honesty, seems to be a lacking trait among the entire populous of the world. This statement simply founded on the overwhelming world view that some times secrets are necessity, simply because most humans can’t handle certain degrees of information & basic facts.

So I ask you all, WHY? What is there to fear in fact & truth? How small does your world truly have to become before you finally become claustrophobic & end your life over someone elses lie that is simply their need for power & control? Do you believe that world leaders are fearless? Hardly! They fear you. They fear losing their life at your hands. They fear truth, honesty, & freedom. Why? Because you believe as they do. The same world view, the same needs for survival, the belief that man can’t handle reality, the fear that the numbers we as a species have spread on the surface of this world can not be controlled. Yet, why would they need to be controlled? Why must we fear?

The answers to these questions do not exist anywhere outside of the very soul that inhabits your body. I plead with you to ask the question of yourself, what do you fear? What do you expect out of life? Why expect? Why not create what you want? Do you believe that someone else has the power & authority to dictate to you your existence? If you follow the American dream, then yes, you do believe the ideals of having a dictator & living in the new Nazi regime. You want a police state to control your world & keep you safe. Safe from the terrorist & the mentally ill, the atheist & non-believers, the conspiracy theorist & their plans to ruin your perfect little American life. Did you know that by me writing this long drawn out explanation that I can be labeled a terrorist? Even better, did you know that now that you’ve read this, you are a terrorist in the eyes of the American government? Are you aware that because of the patriot act put in place by our just & loving government, & you are now being labeled as a terrorist for even viewing this blog, you no longer have notable rights originally protected under the amendments of the constitution? The entire Bill of Rights, the 1st ten amendments to the constitution, are literally ignored thanks to the patriot act once you have become their target. Take a second to think about what exactly the amendments are. Written rules for life that we all abide by, yet why? When did the government become its own entity? The constitution states that this nation is formed by that of its people. Since when does the government decide our fate, rather than listening to voice of those of this nation?

Ask yourself, even in today's society, how safe do you really believe you are? Do you believe that simply because we have these rules for our life written down that you really are protected or safe? What’s to stop the everyday average man from exercising his free will & power of choice & deciding to take your property, taking away your rights, possibly taking away your life? Is this not his gift from your supposed just & loving god? It seems that we as a species have a serious issue on our hand. Have we really come so far that we live our existence by the laws & rules of man rather than those of nature & the source of all creation? Have we really become so delusional that we would rather live in fear of punishment for our actions that defy laws we make up as we as a species flourish? What happened to the laws of nature, those defined by God, the true God, the source of life in every person, the source of our souls & our synchronicity? All of this & much more happens everyday around us, yet nothing seems to be changing for the better. As I pose my final question to you, I hope that you can see through the fabrication of your modern life, to what exist at the core of all of our problems; what do you have to fear from peace & love?

"If we continue to live like there’s no tomorrow, there won’t be one."